Tomorrow is my wedding anniversary, and I’m terribly sad.
I miss the man I married.
He was my best friend. The kind of man who loved me not in spite of my quirks and faults, but because of them.
We were so deliriously happy, for so many years.
He slipped away, somehow. In the passage of time, he lost himself.
For nearly 13 years, I loved him with an intensity that overwhelms me, even now.
And still he demanded more…. more than I could give without snapping myself in two.
I thought we could make it through anything.
What a damn shame.
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HUGS. Hugs for you and what could have been.
I’m acutely aware of how you’re feeling. I didn’t know the you before but I like the you that you’re turning into.
I’m always here if you need anything…
I wish I could say anything that makes you feel better. I wish you strenght and I hope you can see into a good future anyways.
Hugs. I wish you peace tomorrow. Your future will be wonderful and beautiful even though it isn’t the future you thought you would have.
(((hugs)))
Sending peaceful thoughts your way.
HUGS and hopes for a great 2011.
loving you always.
I am so sorry. Despite my circumstances being different I can still totally relate. I miss my friend too. Here’s to a happy and peaceful 2011.
Thinking of you…
I think you are lovely. I understand that pain, losing what might have been. *huge enormous hugs* May this 2011 bring all of us, especially you, some peace. <3